MONDAY:
So this girl comes into my place of business and unfortunately she thinks being stupid is cute. I’m already annoyed with her for pretending to be dumb. Pretending to be dumb is never flattering, no matter how cute you are!
She tells me that part of her bedroom chest is broken and she wants to know if we can order her a new chest for free. I ask her which part of the chest is broken and she says all of it. I ask if it was broken when she purchased it and she said no. So I explain that the company will not replace her chest, but I tell her that she can purchase a new one. She giggles.
She then asks me how much a whole bedroom set would cost her. I show her a 4 piece bedroom set and tell her the price.
She giggles and goes, “How much for a 5 piece bedroom set.”
I grab a calculator and add on the nightstand, thus making it a 5pc Bedroom set. I then tell her the price and she giggles.
This image reminds me of her!
I am extremely annoyed with her because I cannot stand her inappropriate responses. Unless the bitch is on some laughing gas or something, then maybe, I wouldn’t care so much. But no she is acting stupid and very immature for her age and I am annoyed.
I ask her if she needs anything else and she responds, “I like your hair.” Giggle. Giggle. Giggle.
I respond, “Thanks. Do you need anymore help with furniture?”
“No I’m fine.” Giggle, giggle, giggle. And giggle.
She was absolutely annoying. While she wandered the rest of the store, I checked my hair in one of our many mirrors. There was nothing odd about my hair, other than it was just plain messy from working. It was a neat bed head kind of messy.
And after a few minutes of wandering around she came up to me and giggled some more. Then she asked if there were any of those free water park tickets left. There were so I gave them to her and finally she disappeared.
Wednesday Morning Dream:
I was in R.E.M. sleep and the world was so fricken weird, let me tell you! In the dream I had received this CD from the future, which contained songs that would be played on the radio in the future. It may sound kind of stupid but this is where we fall down the rabbit hole and into Wonderland.
When I put the CD on I would get these glimpses into the future. For each song you played it would enhance your senses and you would hear the song playing wherever you were in the future. You would also be aware of whatever was currently going on at that time and place. And you would also be very emotionally drained for many reasons. One, because you would be experiencing this surreal reality. And two, because the current emotion you would feel, at that time and place, would feel false because you have yet to experience the situation at hand.
There were many future memories to experience as you would go through the CD and a lot of it remains to be very fuzzy, but it was still pretty crazy.
One particular scene I recall is that Danny had made partner with Andy (his brother) and they were now co-owners of the business. For whatever reason this was bad for all parties at hand. It also seemed to be a driving force that eventually split both Danny and I up.
On a real note, I simply ignore all dreams that split Danny and I up, because it happens all the time. I’ve come to terms with these dreams understanding that they display my ultimate fears: to be alone and to be without Danny. I find these dreams no different than the dreams I use to have in high school where my father would be dead and I’d be screaming at my step mother, “It’s all your fault!” No one wants to lose a loved one!
I think that my subconscious mind is the most beautiful thing I get to experience on a weekly basis, aside from love! What better escapism is there? Any way it was a neat concept and I’m sure it’s already been thought up by some Hollywood guru.
Saturday
I’ve been busy editing my music video: IF U LUV ME(GOOGLE ME) available on iTunes. And I tell you it’s really starting to come along. I’ve had a huge learning curve as far as what I can do on Final Cut Pro. It will be amazing because I had to put all the blood, sweat, and tears into it.
As far as haters are concerned: you are allowed to hate, my song invites it! “If you hate me then google me…”
